a picture of ronie,alle and myself.alle wanted to take a picture with us.and in the end,he didnt look at the camera-.-

Performance at Taman warisan sucks big time!like seriously,i thought today's performance would be much better.but nah,it sucks just like yesterday.and pathetically i hurt myself(again).and now my waist is out!i cant walk.damn it.

so after the performance,we rushed to persisi.we were hoping to catch rudi or kak ika's match.but well we were late.all thanks to the performance at taman warisan-.-
i sat at ngee ann's side despite the fact that im part of sp's silat team.HAHAH!mcm betrayer eh.i dont care.i wasnt wearing sp shirt.i was wearing sunda's shirt.haha!and yea,i got stared.boo hoo~aku tk takot joy.

oh ya,there was one match when SP was fighting against NP.i was in the middle of NP supporters and i dont know who to support.if i were to support SP,confirm gua kena bantai kat situ jugak.hhahaha.so i kept quiet and tried not to look at SP team.i know they are staring at me:)HAHAH!

LEE DEWYZE!BAIIIKKKKK!SEE,TOLD YOU HE'S GONNA WIN THIS SEASON.AND YEAH HE DID.IM SO SOS SO HAPPY!WOOO HOOO!

silat training yesterday was much better than at bukit panjang.of course uh.training at henderson is always the best!haha.but still,some are still blur with sequence and im sure its not gonna be perfect.my usual cliques will not be there.as in not all uh.they got IVP.and im left with ros,gunawan and kur.but nvm,at least on sunday wawan will be there.heh.

During training yesterday cik zahri told us that the predicted champion for IVP this year might NGEE ANN POLY.(okay im sure,wir tgah kembang sekarang)HAHA!whatever it is,i dont care who wins.i just want the SPJs(wir,rudi & kak ika) to win.GOLD EH!haha!
Anw,PSK training will officially starts next week.aduh~its gonna be one hell of a torture.just be prepared to hantar korang nye badan.HAHA!

okay,enough about that.World cup's gonna start real soon.so who's gonna win this year?as for me,SPAIN WILL WIN!its not because im in love with spainiards.oh well, that might be the factor.but the most important thing is the squad.This year squad is pretty strong.of course uh,got alonso,villa,fabregas,torres,iniesta and a whole lot more.heh.below is the spain squad.

Goalkeepers: Iker Casillas (Real Madrid), Pepe Reina (Liverpool), Victor Valdes (Barcelona).

Defenders: Raul Albiol (Real Madrid), Alvaro Arbeloa (Real Madrid), Joan Capdevila (Villarreal), Carlos Marchena (Valencia), Gerard Pique (Barcelona), Carles Puyol (Barcelona), Sergio Ramos (Real Madrid).

Midfielders: Xabi Alonso (Real Madrid), Sergio Busquets (Barcelona), Cesc Fabregas (Arsenal), Andres Iniesta (Barcelona), Javi Martinez (Athletic Bilbao), David Silva (Valencia), Xavi (Barcelona).

Forwards: Jesus Navas (Sevilla), Juan Mata (Valencia), Pedro (Barcelona), Fernando Llorente (Athletic Bilbao), Fernando Torres (Liverpool), David Villa (Valencia).

power right?hahah.so SPAIN'S GONNA WIN!WOHHOOO!

Im watching idols now.yeay,and obviously im rooting for lee dewyze.you're good dude!and you're cute!HAHA!

okay,i have training today.hopefully,the bukit panjang people come.if they dont come uh,i'll make sure i shove their ass with chopsticks!hahaha!kidding.okay enough,i dont wanna insult them any further.if any of them happens to read my blog,confirm kecoh la joy.to be honest,i dont look forward to this weekend's performance.im not excited at all.

so,today is yet a another day of a new week.boring-.- okay,today was just like any other mondays except my stomach cramp seriously killed me today.it got super painful that i drank hot drinks the whole day.and ya,i kept complaining to my dear friends about the excruciating pain.especially to hairul and jun.sorry guys.ahah.u would understand if you were in my shoes.haha.anw,it got so much better now.i guess its all thanks to jia bei because she gave me some oil and asked me to apply it at my stomach.oh yeah,it feels so much better!Thanks babe!

today,my brother,Erian Sufian Bin Bazuri was being such a jerk .it started with me and mama reaching home after we went to jp.i told ian to unlock the gate because i was lazy to search through my bag for the keys.instead of being a kind brother,ian went to the gate and started dancing like some monkey escaped from the zoo.i laughed,of course,and i keep telling him to stop and unlock the gate.but he started jumping and running around the house.sumpah,he looks idiotic.haha!i complained to mama who was behind me and just kept quiet looking at ian's stupidity.i was hoping mama would do something,like shout at ian or anything.however,mum gave me that 'you should know your brother.he's full of nonsense' face.rabak peh.so i decided to just wait and let him finish his nonsense.finally,he unlock the gate.haha.bodoh punya budak.

so next,i was bathing at the bathroom in mum's bedroom.and suddenly,the lights went off.i knew it was ian uh.who else does that other than ian.wir was not at home.if she was at home,i dont think she'll do that.haha.but who knows?ahaha!i obviously screamed,waiting for ian to switch it on back.but nah,he ran off.so i switched it on back.after a few minutes,ian switched if off again.irritating nk mampos.i look at the bathroom doors and saw ian's shadow,he was trying to run away.haha.i switched it on back.and it went off again.it goes on and on and on and on.i feel like smacking him you know.he actually stopped after dad told him not to be childish.haha!selenge punya budak.so after bathing,i opened the bathroom doors and ian was at the doors,wearing thights and swimming cap,dia tgah step swimming pulak.merepek siol.suka hati dia la.asal kan dia happy sudah.but well,he made my day though.haha.

okay enough about ian.i was bored just now and decided to read up about twins at the internet.cute peh!i read about both identical and non-idenetical twins.most of you should know that im actually a part of non-identical twins.some times i wonder,why did wir and myself wasnt identical twins?confirm best.i wanna be the pair of twins who look totally the same.that people couldnt differentiate.haha.if only we were identical,we can swopt places during exams.besides,teacher wont know what.also,since we are in different polys now,i'll ask her to be 'me' and come to my lessons and i'll go to hers.step mcm phm at her class and talk nonsense with her friends.haha!like that we can sabotaged each other.best joy.hahah!and if both of us are attached,i'll ask her to go for a date with my boyf while i go out with hers.HAHA!kidding!i wont do that.what if she falls for my boyf?i'll kill her if she tries to steal my boyf.hahah!

well,too bad,we are not identical twins.if we are,confirm a lot of dramas.hahah!


cute right? i cant believed wir and me was like this in mama's womb.confirm kita dua tendang,tumbuk,terajang each other!ahahha!oh well,what to do,we are born cute.in fact,even before we are born,we are already so adorable.haha.okay,perasan to the max siol.hahah!

this is another picture of a pair of non-identical twins.cute right?to me,they look identical.haha.right?

aniways,im happy and grateful that we are born unique.kan wir?heh.

im supposed to be working today.but since my cousin didnt call me,i dont have to report for work.hhaha.so,im sort of free now.well,like what suhana said to me,'bloody mary' came and whenever it comes,it'll be one hell of a torture for me.the stomach cramps aint fun at all!damn it.

most of my friends,i mean close ones should know im totally obsessed with the spainiards.haha.so,i actually searched for xabi alonso's fansite.instead,i found david villa's.haha.as usual,i went to look at the photos.and there are some which made me,suhana and wir drooling.right girls?korang jgn deny eh.kau igt aku tak tahu.hahah!well below are the pictures.




especially the first picture!hot gila joy!haha.okay,aku da mcm stalker siol.but who cares?haha.

anw,i have silat training tonight.its for the major perfomance at taman warisan on the 29th & 30th may. see laa.last minute somemore.now,we have extra trainings.there's extra trainings on weekdays too:( aduh!
IVP starts in 5 days time.GOODLUCK TO THOSE COMPETING.especially wir,rudi and kak ika!make sunda proud u guys.dont worry,i'll be bringing poms poms to support u guys.HAHAH!hopefully,im not working on those days u guys fight uh.heh.

okay,term test is in 2 weeks time.we've planned to start studying this week.i've actually started revising.but for electronic only.haha.well,im planning to start on mechanics today.well,depend on my mood la.if my mood's good,i'll revise on mechanics.haha.to be honest,i dont understand mechanics!tsk.

okay,i wanna watch glee now.im bored and im sure glee can entertain me.
what a _____ sunday!insert your own vocab people.

hot,charming,sexy!
suhana's boyf.my boyf.and our scandal!hahaha!cute right?i seriously dont know why but im in love with spaniards.wanna know my definition of a potential boyf/husband?its them.okay,more to alonso and villa.haha!sorry suhana.fabragas all yours.

speaking of fabregas,suhana gave me one photo of fabregas and torres.there's one thing about fab that made me laugh hard.try to spot it.

HAHAHAHAHA!look at fab's legs.CLEAN SHAVE SIOL.baiiikkkkk!haha.i know suhana will be damn angry about me blogging about this.sorry babe,seriously funny siol.

I go through guys like money. Flyin' out the hands.They try to change me.But they realize they can't.
i know i sound bitcy.but i like!haha!

meeting suhana syg tmr!we shall have our normal bitching session okay.too bad,the other two couldnt join us.if not,confirm best joy!hahha!

i shall do a proper post next time okay.now,im super lazy.aniway,LEE GOT INTO FINALS!BAIK PEH!I SO LOVE HIM.HE'S CUTE AND OF COOURSE HE SOUND GREAT!HEH!

Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward.

im home alone right now.tsk.boring tau.everyone's out,obviously.kadang2 aku rasa mcm tkde life gitu.the rest seems to be really occupied compared to me.ahhh.who cares.hhaha.

first of all,what a way to start the week.i actually fell at the staircase under my block on monday morning when i was making my way to the bus stop.i swear it wasnt fun at all.my leg was painful due to friday's training,so i went down the stairs slowly,hoping i wont fall(,which obviously wasnt successful).i was holding to the railings and was telling myself "harap harap tk jatuh sudah" and within split seconds,i landed on my butt.wanna know why?my knee gave way!siak betol.usually i would laugh after i fall,but this time round,i was about to cry which i didnt.haha.kaki dah la sakit.abe makin tabah sakit siol.however,come to think of it again,it was hilarious though.confirm muka priceless.haha!greaaattt!

it definitely not cool walking with your thighs and knee hurt so bad.i swear i look like a king kong whenever i wanna climb up or down the stairs.haha.whatever it is,it has now become much better.but i still walk like a king kong though.haha.

i didnt go silat today.haha.i was looking forward to going training uh.mama la.she didnt tell me earlier that she couldnt send me to silat.by the time she told me,it was already too late.if i were to go,confirm i cannot reach on time:( its already 10.33 pm and not any one of my family members is back yet.poor me.kena tinggal sorang2.

its super windy outside.i can hear the trees.its cold and im insede my air-conditioned room.so that makes it ultramega cold.haha.im lazy to switch off my aircon.

oh ya.it was raining super heavily in the afternoon.i was on my way back from school when it rained.as soon as i reached my house's bus stop.it was already raining cat and dogs.the usual route i walk to my block doesnt have any shelter,so i decided to walk a longer route which have shelter.and seriously,i regret it.because even though i walked under the shelters/blocks i was soaking wet eventually.it was raining heavily and with wind blowing so strongly,i was F wet as if i walked under the rain.damn it.i should have just walk under the rain uh!

okay,i wanna sleep.its such a nice weather:)

Emotions are naught to be tormented, for they can kill a person in more ways than one.

sometimes i wonder,among the 3 of us,which one of us is the most temperamental one?the 3 of us can be ridiculous at times.but just which one is the most explosive?haha.

so hello people!

im sure most of you already know that i fell sick-.-yes,i know im weak.blame my immune system uh.im on mc today and obviously i didnt go to school.i stayed at home and rest.haha.

aniway,i went to training despite being sick and damn,i made a mistake.i shouldnt have train.wanna know why?after doing warm-ups,jogging,sprinting,those stuffs that we usually do,my stomach suddenly became very very bitchy.i didnt feel good and i kept complaining uh.during water break,it got worse so i quickly rushed to the toilet and i ended up vommitting.it seriously doesnt feel good.i continued training after that.but this time round i didnt train with the 'elite team' uh.haha.mcm phm.i took care of the budak budak kecik yg degil nk mampos.serious siak.every training mesti nangis.i cant stand it.they are all too pampered already.

on a brighter note:
kak fiza gave birth to her twin sons earlier this morning!im super duper excited!haha.confirm the babies are cute and adorable like wir and myself!HAHA!i msg ronie to ask about her sister's condition and he told me that the babies are in icu while the mum is at normal ward.hopefully,every single one of them is fine and healthy!

We enjoy warmth because we have been cold.We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.

aniway,im super duper tired right now.mum got hospitalised and i dont wish to elaborate more.she just got discharged and sis asked whether im free to take care of mama at home.we cant possibly leave her alone at home.i have silat training in the afternoon.well,i need to skip it because mama is way important.good girl eh?HAHA.

i've been feeling really down.met suhana before going to the hospial just now.and yes,im much happier after meeting her.i love you babe.and you know you love me.HAHA!if can,i wanna meet u everyday uh.haha.

boo hoo~

i dont know why but i feel like many people are questioning my status.to those who dies to know,IM FREAKING SINGLE.haha.guys have been giving numbers;asking me to contact them.fat hope dudes.aku malas nk layan.haha.

okay,so there's this girl who asked me about my status.i lied to her saying im attached.the whole conversation with her was super hilarious!ayin,wir and myself were telling her stupid lies throughout the chat.we totally talk nonsense with her.well, my aim was to give her a lesson,so that she stop asking.i told her my so called bf's name is edly.full name:nor edly danyelle.HAHA!i told her he has a spaniard dad and his mum is a malay.HAHA!


this fat boy is my bf?haha.boleh la.senang siket nk control.haha.sorry eh alle,i was forced to get u invovle in this.HAH!

i remembered her asking me whats my age when we had this silat performance together.ya,she's from another silat group.after telling her my age,she told me"abg tu pon sama age ngn kakak."i was like,thats not my problem.aku tk tanya pon.And after talking to me,she went over to that guy.so apparently,its the that guy who wanna know my age-.-haha.till now,she asked me whether im interested with that guy.hello?no i dont like him!okay fine,its not like i hate him or anything.but hey,i dont even know him that well.we only meet when we competitions or performance.and we dont even talk when we meeet.haha.i dont know why,but it seems like she's trying to matchmake us i guess?i dont know.her actions says so.irritaing peh.perangai budak2 habis.

seriously,this thing is giving me goosebumps.i hope it dont haunts me.
okay.i dont wanna talk much about this sickening thing.i wanna sleep.hopefully,i dont have nightmares!haha.nights~

im feeling really really really down.whatever it is,im trying to put all those bitter moments behind me.it hurts me when you act that way.i dont even know what i did that you just stomped off.if its true that im at fault, you shouldnt just walked away.But hey,im F sure that i did nothing wrong.i just dont wanna talk to you right now.i will talk to you but not for the moment.im still pissed and i need to cool down.

thank you for ruining my day dude.

Sometimes in our lives, We all have pain, we all have sorrow But if we are wise we know that there's always tomorrow.Lean on me when you're not strong and I'll be your friend. I'll help you carry on.For it won't be long 'Til I'm gonna need somebody to lean on

where's that somebody that i can lean on?

sidetrack.
a guy from STK just gave me his number and asked me to msg him.wth!-.-

Did we won?oh yea we did!

okay,so yesterday was the day most of the SPJs have been waiting for.we've trained freaking hard for the competiiton and yea yesterday was the big big day for us.we need to reach clementi cc at nine.we registered and then competition starts.talking about the registration,our names as in wir's and mine was spelled as
NURUL WIDYASARI BIN BAZURI & NURUL WIRDASARI BIN BAZURI.

wth!bodoh peh.sejak bila kita jadi lelaki.even after we performed,that lady still pronounced our name with the bin and not the binte.is she blind or dumb?she cant see that both of us are ladies huh?bikin gua panas.thank god,our names are spelled correctly in the certs.kalau tidak,aku tembak satu satu.hahaah.mcm phm.

so wanna know the end result?

SOLO PUTRI - GOLD
SOLO PUTRA - GOLD
GANDA PUTRI - GOLD
GANDA PUTRI - GOLD
SILAT PENGANTIN - GOLD
MASSAL - SILVER

i dont deny i do feel disappointed that we got silver for massal.well,we cant be possibly be winning gold for all the categories right?dah bagos tu dpt silver.besides,if we win gold its not worth it.tanjak wir terbukak and parang jatuh a few times.the point diff between the gold and the silver was only 2 points.damn it!if only wir's tanjak didnt fall off and the points didnt get deducted.confirm boleh dpt gold.but nvm,we've won a lot of times.kasi drg chance pulak la.haha.

i dont wanna say much.lets just let the pictures do the talking.im still tired form yesterday's competition.wanna know what time i slept?i slept at 9 plus.hahah.early huh?well,i was super duper tired.got home,ironed my clothes and then off to bed.it was a really long day for us.







more pictures will be uploaded at fb.there's more than 500 photos not including those in sis's camera.mampos.byk siol.i'll find some time to upload okay.

I had an awesome day yesterday.of course i did.I met up with yasser,shak and suhana!wir didnt get to join us because of her class lunch.rabak peh.paitaw kita.hahaha!umi has attachment so obviously she cant join us:( whatever it is,there's always next time right.i wanna ensure most of the express students can join us like azreen,umi,haqeem.confirm best joy.


oh ya,met hairul and aminah at vivo.haha!anw,HAPPY 2 YEARS ANIVERSARRY GUYS!I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY!

so at night,i have silat training.its he last training before the competition which is tomorrow!its no surprise that the training was super duper tiring.semua tk boleh tahan joy.its like one mistake,start all over again although the whole thing is gonna end soon.damn it.but nvm,its for our own good actually.lets hope those practices paid off okay.i really want that gold instead of the silver last year-.-to all competitors,ALL THE BEST!LETS WIN THE CHAMPIONSHIP AGAIN OKAY!

i think im gonna cut my hair again.we'll see la.rudi,wawan,ronie and myself have cut our hair.most probably,wir and sis is cutting their hair today too.baik peh!haha!